i'm free as a bird now

i went to cary z's birthday for about half an hour. i danced with tyson to free bird :) i spell his name like that, because his name is spelled so oddly (but awesomely) that if you google search just his first name, everything that comes up is about him, and this would too. and yeah i guess i'm that paranoid. i mean, everything in this blog is almost about him.. but i'll try to change that. anyway we danced and it was nice and if i could i would've had it last forever blah blah blah.. now that's out.

i can't believe she's 30! she acts like she's 15 haha! i really hope that when i'm that age, i will be that free. i hope for a lot of things by the time i'm 30.. during my 20s, i want to explore myself and the world, and of course i want to do that all my life, but i really hope by 30, i will know what my real passion is in life so i can pursue it.


i'm not at school.. yay menstruation :)



oh i wish so badly i lived in [southern] california..
i know that's kind of cliche but it's just so....... goddamn
if someone had never been there they'd be like "no, those photos are exaggerated, it's not really like that." but no, really. being in california is like being in a photograph. to me.