re thinking

so i plan on doing a vlog on how much i respect miley cyrus. the hannah montana movie was just SOO GOOD! it just made me think of the hilarious "hate videos" that i've watched on youtube about hannah montana that are just so utterly pointless and not well thought out at all.

"that movie was so good. i'm not ashamed!"


let's start smiling again, ok jamie?
you do so much to bring yourself down and not enough to make you smile. but you know how. i know it's hard getting out of bed so many times but it's worth it at the end of the day, i promise.

by the way, how come my hair always looks good at the end of the day but never at the beginning? it is just so frustrating, dawg



i like this picture of me. weird? it's not glamorous but i look grown up. not that i really want to grow up... sigh constant contradiction..


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OH and SOOO excited for pastapalooza and state drama dude!

fuck i'm almost done with all of this. i'm on the fence about that. but i've got awful balance; i'll tumble one way soon.




oh and... (i've got so much to write down today):
today i just stopped and watched you and realized - you look very, very happy. i gave up some little part of my own happiness to see you just like this. so do not go back to that place... i won't ever take you there again, only in my mind, and only to visit, not to build. like a pretty little town that is just fine the way it is. it's got flaw upon flaw but that's what gives it... charm? that's just what makes it what it is. and i'm sorry for it all, i really am, but i'm never bringing it up again.



NOTE: be sure to wear some flowers in your hair