hey now

i really need to start writing some productive blogs. let's go.

i'm conflicted in and of my relationship status. i've always been kind of stupid about that "top friend" shit on myspace and facebook? #4 was kind of odd at first but then i was like whatever. but 6? really, 6? am i jealous and paranoid or is that just how it goes? for being the one person who is willing to listen to your shit practically every day..
he's looking into how to make our relationship work during college, but he hasn't fucking kissed me yet!? (i use question marks when i'm really not supposed to) part of me doesn't even want him to anymore. ok now i'm just getting angry. should go to bed..

i'll have a heartbreaking work of staggering genius finished tomorrow. i wanted to finish tonight but i'm unexpectedly tired. i'm desperately hoping the last 20 pages will have a point. maybe i'll write a review. i sit on amazon for whithering hours reading reviews of books but i never write my own. i probably won't.