so i've been having HUGE finance stress. stressing so bad over it... how i have so little in my account, and so little income at all, and how i have a money-spending addiction, and how it seems i'll never ever got a job in my life.
well, today i realized it's okay. because in ten months, maybe seven, i'll be safe. he will save me, he will be there for me, he will love me, and yes, that's enough. that's all i could ever need.
even if we're sitting in an apartment with stark white walls and stained carpets and no room to breathe and we're starving to death in each other's arms, we will still be in each other's arms.
i feel so safe when he's next to me. i just feel complete when you're by my side. i feel a small emptiness when we can't be together. he makes me feel awake and fills me up with emotions; i feel relaxed.. excited.. anxious... happy.
:)
totally noteworthy sidenote: i tried out something i read in cosmopolitan on ryan this morning and he said "this is cool, i've never done this before" and fucking loved it. i thought all those tips were just bullshit. awesome! i love cosmo.
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