Friday, December 11, 2009

THE ANGER

this has been the worst-possible, god-awful, absolutely terrible, most horrible week of my life.

it started out okay, i guess.
but the past few days.. my god.

1. i got robbed of $113 through my fucking paypal account. that's half my fucking money, and there's a chance that i won't even get it back. i'm canceling my fucking paypal account after it's all done. ebay isn't worth it.
2. i was running late to class this morning and was in a hurry and backed into my roommate's car. hers is okay thank god but my car looks even more trashy now.
3. i have a fucking 69.44% in math. i need a 70% to pass the class or else i'll have to do it all the fuck over again. all i have left to do is the final exam, and i think i can bring it up that little bit, but if i don't, i'm going to be livid. i might just quit school. it makes me so angry.

and amidst everything else i have to do this weekend:

1. five or six retarded things for integrated studies.
2. five or six more sketches and one more entire final drawing project i haven't started.
3. so much math studying.
4. and start history studying.

ugh i don't even know what to do. i wish there was something i could do get all of this off my mind but there's nothing. maybe i'll just go to barnes & noble for the night and read and keep my mind off things before this horrible weekend ensues.



/end complaining. this isn't helping my trying to be a more optimistic, happy person whatsoever. one thing to be happy about:

1. i think i'm losing weight from the stress.

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