summer

i have tons of pictures to post here but i'm just too lazy.

summer sucks DDD: i've BEGUN the process of applying for jobs... ugh it's just no fun.

but boyfriend gets home in ten days. i know right? surprisingly fast. i think once i get a job and everyone is available to hang out, summer will get better. hopefully.

i just wanna move to st george NOWWW D: i just need to busy myself... resident evil, finishing all my books i'm halfway through, starting new paintings, RUNNING... :) positivity is the key!

haha i'm so lame :D

but i will post this picture.. cuz it just makes me so happy!

graduation :D

graduation was INSANE! the ceremony went by super fast, and grad night went by super slow... haha. but it was a good time. i can't wait to get the grad night pictures because i can't remember what we did half the time... stayed awake until 5:30 in the morning o.o

and tyson was being so boyfriendly all night. it was the best :) and we got married :D

oh and kendra wrote me a letter and brought it to me at grad night! it made me cry to no end :( i was so overwhelmed that she would take the time to write me such a long, loving letter! it's going in my memories box. i'm going to miss her and KW more than anyone.

pictures!









(I stole this one from Erika's "mom" but I love it. If you look at what everyone's doing individually... it's amazing. I'm going to frame it.)

ixie stat

i'm an official college kid!



cuz i have an official ixie state hoodie :}
srsly though, it makes me feel really grown up.


and yesterday or the day before i was about to burst into tears about my new goth hair but i'm now extremely fond of it :)

new hair :D

eh it's growing on me. the flash on my camera makes it look even darker than it is :)

I GRADUATE IN EXACTLY A WEEK.

movie moments

i've been crying for the past two and a half hours hahah

i don't think i'll ever forget the feeling of this moment as long as i live.. we finished singing our sixth song, prayer of the children, and we immediately immersed in this huge choir group hug, everybody breaking into tears.
i hugged carylee and it just came out: "thank you for everything." it was so sentimental but it just felt so right.

graduating sucks. can it slow down now? ;( there probably won't be a day before graduation when i don't cry haha.

and watching tyson conduct is like watching a film reel playing before my eyes. it just brings back the memories of holding hands during pep band to stay warm, because his tuba was always in the way of actual cuddling. and watching movies at my house after games and i'd always fall asleep on his shoulder and feel so bad. falling so damn hard for him. it's so not over, not even close...



being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up. these are the best days of our lives...

question of the day

how can fat girls wear tank tops all the time, but they make me inexplicably self-conscious?
oh yeah.

















anyways, no yeah, life is good

our lives our made in these small hours

that song makes me cry so bad D: it's like perfect graduation song... i'm making a 15-minute slideshow of pictures and songs to play before graduation... i can hardly watch it without crying! i'm kind of pathetic about this whole thing and i'll probably be bawling on stage during the baby pictures slideshow but who cares. gonna go cry in the shower :)

two more weeks, my foot is in the door

there's this unexplainable feeling within me right now.. :)) these next two weeks will be purely incredible! this whole experience is even more than i imagined it'd be :D


i'm also very proud that i've stuck to my guns... that post from forever ago...
yeah i stuck to it :)

i mean, look at this kid!



HOW can you resist him?! but i did... he's a devil. the devil is so cute.


and i love all my super cute new dresses :D





senior trip to the ghost towns tomorrow!

17 full days until graduation
13 days of school left
10 days of actual classes left

and then like three days after graduation:
LOVE:

& LION KING:


i don't think i've ever been so excited about life in my life :D