i was meant for applause

i'm building a future for myself! how exciting it is to finally have settled on something!

for now i'm actively searching for a job in st. george. and depending on if/when/what job i get, i may stay here for the summer or move up to salt lake in june. if i get a job at 25 main, which i'm going to ask about next time i go in there, i'll definitely stay until early august. but then i'm going to salt lake community college for two years for baking. AND they have theater classes there too so i can take musical theater this fall! SOOOOOOO HAPPYYY!!!!!! i'm sure it won't be nearly as fun as it'd be with my professor at dixie, but i'm just excited to do musical theater again. and be on a stage.

my mom's agreed to pay $300 of me and ryan's rent each month in salt lake, so if we both have a job up there, we shouldn't have anything to worry about money-wise. and i'll be able to visit austin and alysha all the time and have friends! ohhhhhh it's going to be so much better than my current all-around situation. i'm so excited.

i was meant for derision,
nothing short of fate itself
has affected my decision.