true depression.

it's official.

i have a bonafide shopping addiction.

what's wrong with me? i've spent about $81 in the last three days on clothes. yes this robe is the softest most amazing thing i've ever felt and it's probably the most practical thing i've bought, but i'm pretty sure i bought those pj shorts JUST because they have penguins on them and they were on sale. and i'm pretty sure i only bought that modcloth dress this morning because it was on sale for $19 and originally $62. and then i thought "well, and i've also wanted this $15 bracelet for soooo long, i may as well add it to this order." and yesterday, i was simply bored and bought two tops at american eagle.

D: i don't even realize i'm doing this! solution: no more internet shopping for clothes. not even LOOKING. or mall browsing. or target - only for food. i'm only going to look at apartments and cameras online, because those are the things i'm really saving up for. they're the things i really need, and, apartments especially, give me inspiration and motivation.

i guess i feel really horrible because i've spent all this money and now i hardly have enough for ryan's valentine's present. but i don't know what the boy wants anyway.